studying

Currently studying. Not that tired but not motivated enough to study hard. I somewhat know what I'm doing cause I watched YouTube videos but I'm kinda freaking out cause I looked at some of my teachers notes and I have no idea what anything means.

 

I'm scared wish me luck !!!!

 

CELLPHONES

WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE CELLPHONES IF THEY NEVER ANSWER!!!!! ANSWER THE PHONE YOU FOOL I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW IM NOT GONNA BE HOME XBHSNDJSKDBJSNSHWBSN

Can you tell how done I am with today???????? 

At least I got chic Fil a
 

chic Fil a

So I went to chic Fil a and I satisfied my craving. When I went i forgot to ask my dad if he wanted anything so my sister gave up her sandwich so that we could say we remembered to get something for him but she ate her fries so we had to say they didn't pack the fries. So when I got home he was in a meeting and so I just sat down and ate my food and technically my fries and he came out of his conference call and got pissed that I ate the fries without asking him even though I offered to cook him some. It's annoying AF when shit like this happens like I just wanted to eat my chic Fil a and have happy moment but nope now I feel like shit for eating the fries even though they technically were my fries. 

And I just got a notification that I had to go to a therapist appointment which I really don't want to go to because I would rather take nap and I feel like it would help me more. I don't even need help honestly I don't know why I'm even going, my mom sort of suggested I went after my sister started going cause she had some issues but I don't really need a therapist because I still don't even tell her shit anyways. My best friend knows more about me than my therapist and it's not that she's a bad therapist I just don't want to sit for an hour and talk when I could use that hour to nap. 

In Need of Chic Fil A

These computers will be the death of me they are so slow.

So I told my math teacher that I had a crush on one of the kids in his AICE math class because I thought the kid I liked was in his AICE math class but it turns out that he is really in his AP statistics class so I have to clear that up before he tells someone that I like them when I really don't. 

I'm posting on this blog when I should really be posting on my AICE media blog but it's ok cause I need to relax and not worry about anything for a little.

I'm so hungry, I want to go to chic Fil a. They're chicken is so freaking good I just want to eat like 100 nuggets and don't even get me started on the fries they are heaven on earth. Wow I'm really hungry lol should I get the cob salad or the nuggets and fries. To be healthy or not to be healthy that is the real question.

 

Juicy Ass Gossip

I just found out some juicy ass gossip!!!!! 

Apparently this guy named Leo who is attractive hooked up (up to bj nothing more)  with a girl at this Dayger that he threw  after she finished hooking up with him she then went and hooked up (only kiss) with his also attractive BESTFRIEND juan who apparently never had his first kiss until then. And the best part is that we aren't sure if they know they hooked up with the same girl. I don't know who the girl is but she is winning lmao. 

I probably should be paying attention to the math lesson considering I just failed the fucking quiz we took but oh well I'll figure it out later it's not like I didn't know what I was doing I just made a shit ton of stupid algebra mistakes.

Hello it's Isabella THE FUCKING MORON

 I'm an actaul idiot. The amount of stupid mistakes that I made is ridiculous. He didn't make a mistake while heading I was just stupid while taking the test and I'm literally gonna cry right now cause that means that I have to work so hard to bring my grade up. Honestly today has been fucking awful. 

 

HELLO PAULA

That's Paula, one of the girls I usually meet at the corner where I was feeling like a loner. 

 

LONER

Feeling like a loner cause my friends aren't in the usual spot we meet at before third period. WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU PAULA AND CARO

 

pray that he made a mistake

 I love this song.

 

Currently walking to math hopefully I find out my teacher made a mistake Lmao 

 

Exams Galore

The stress of Junior year has really gotten to me. I Just got out of AICE Computer Science and I'm about ready to cry. We did a practice exam and I barely knew anything and the teachers students last year got mostly As on the exam so it's like she has a high expectation for us this year. I also wanted to study computer science when I'm older so if I don't do well in this exam it's like why the fuck would I study computer science (logic am I right???). HDJDJSIFNFBHGYAIWODN IM SO SCARED MY WHOLE FUTURE DEPEMDS ON HOW WELL I DO ON THIS EXAM!!!!!! 

I'm now in AICE english language, just walked up three flights of stairs and I'm about to die. I really need to start working out more.

 I have to read a part of the book the things they carried for Monday and you bet your ass I'm not gonna start reading till Sunday night which will probably cause my mom to get pissed but I really don't want to do it. 

Another thing that happened to me recently is I went to go check my grades and it turns out I got an F On my math quiz which I thought I did well on so that suckssssssssssssssss! But I'm hoping the teacher made a mistake while grading cause I'm pretty sure I got more than an F. If the teacher didn't make a mistake then I'm screwed and I have to work really hard to raise my grade. 

Tonight's gonna be really fun because tomorrow I have a test for AP chemistry and I really don't understand a single thing in this chapter. That's just like me. I always wait till the day before to learn the entire chapter because I don't pay attention in class. I'm usually doodling, today I'm writing here while my teacher is discussing the part of the book I already had to read. 

Hopefully Friday gets better because I really need to sleep. I also should clean my room but we will see if that actually happens. I also want to endlessly watch the show New Girl, I'm in love with the character Nick who oddly reminds me of my math teacher which is kinda weird but I'll explain that another time because I have to go now and pretend to pay attention to my teacher talking while I try to sleep with my eyes open.

Wish me luck!!!!!!!!! Byeeeeeeeeeee.